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Weirdo dreams [19 Feb 2007|06:13pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Just a weird dream I had last night.

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I'm afraid to know what Freud would say about this dream. =\

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she opens up her mouth, and randomness spews forth. [12 Oct 2006|10:02pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Apparently, fifty degree weather is too cold to go to the renaissance faire.

Minstrels Of Mayhem show Sunday night at Canal Street Tavern in Dayton. If you've got nothing to do, you should probably go.

Still working on making t-shirts. Thought up another idea for one today. It's pretty much guaranteed to get some hateful looks. Score.

I miss my sister.

I miss my brother.

Only 8 more days until 30 Seconds To Mars in Indianapolis and 11 days to Columbus. Holy shit. Time fucking flies.

It seems that more and more recently, I've been having extremely violent thoughts. Not that I'd ever act on any of them... but my temper seems to be getting worse. I personally think it's because of the lack of horror flicks I've seen lately. And the same old ones again and again just aren't getting it for me. Thank God, there's a Horrorfest 2006 coming up in November. 8 never-before-seen flicks over 3 days.

One Tree Hill = <3 Supernatural = <3

Ghost Hunters is back for another season. Completely awesome. Last nights show was super cool. You should check them out on Sci Fi every Wednesday night. I like them because they aren't lame. If someone says their pad is haunted, Grant and Jason and team go in trying to prove you wrong... not to blow smoke up your ass.

I hate winter. I always get depressed.

Guess that's it.... Bored and pissed off and this is what you get.

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sisters [10 Oct 2006|03:49am]
I miss my sister. I'm talking to her now, for like the first time in a million years. I just wanted you all to know that.
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*sigh* [04 Oct 2006|04:39am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

So, I've decided (with the exception of one) I pretty much hate message boards. Ya know, there was a great idea behind them. But for some reason, people take the opportunity of the anonymity to just be as mean and hurtful as they can be. Like because you don't know someone in real life, what you say to them doesn't sting just a little. Well, maybe I'm far too sensitive - but it does bother me a bit when someone is just a sarcastic asshole. You know my mom always told me, "If you don't have something nice to say, then don't say anything at all." And I live by that to a certain extent. I mean I know I've hurt people in the past with my bluntness and honesty, and I've always been sorry for it.

But on a message board, with it's anonymity, it gives you a pass on feeling remorse, or something. Nothing you say matters because you don't have to look the other person in the eye.

I'll just never understand why you don't click the back button to find a different topic to discuss, rather than trying to make someone feel like shit. The negativitiy and hatred are so pointless, when it's just as easy, if not easier, to just say nothing at all.

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I've been gone too long... [30 Sep 2006|01:00am]
[ mood | tired ]

I doubt anyone still reads this, but I figured I should make good use of the awesome gift that Becky and Q gave me. I've neglected it far too long. Anywho...

I'm sitting at home, alone, bored out of my mind. Nothing on television appeals to me. The only two movies I want to see are the new Halloween written and directed by Rob Zombie - which hasn't even started shooting yet, I don't think... And The Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning - which doesn't come out to theaters until next week. It's too late to listen to my stereo - not too mention all I really want to listen to is 30 Seconds To Mars anyway. I dunno... I'm rambling.

Anyway, so, hmm... What's been going on? The Ohio Renaissance Festival is in full swing. I've been twice already this season. No matter how many times I go, it's never enough. =\ I love that place. When speaking of Faire, you know I have to bring up The Minstrels Of Mayhem (Ahem!). They are doing their annual show at Canal Street Tavern in Dayton on October 15. I'm so there. Can't wait cause it's always a goooood time!

Speaking of concerts... I've got two 30 Seconds To Mars shows coming up in October. The cool thing about it is, I get to do a bit of travelling. I miss travelling around going to concerts (fuck you, I'm not a groupie!). The two shows are Indianapolis on Oct. 21 and Columbus on Oct. 24, both doable in one day. *shrugs* I'd like to hit up a few more, but when your friends are all married with kids and are ya know actually acting like adults (hmpf!)... So I guess I'll be happy with the two. :) Tara and Kelly, respectively, are going with me. Should be a good time.

I'm making t-shirts for the shows and just as a creative outlet really. It's been a bit of a fiasco. First, I bought the wrong red paint... Then, when I used the new red paint you couldn't see it on the black t-shirt. But I have had one that's come out pretty friggin decent so far..... Here's a pic....

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Yeah, so I'm pretty excited about that one. Especially the front. LOL Now I've only got three more to go....

Hmmm...what else has been happening? Oh! My Chemical Romance have released their next single - "Welcome To The Black Parade." I didn't really know what to think at first because it's sooo different. But the more I listen to it, the more I'm loving it. I can't wait to hear their new cd 'The Black Parade,' which drops October 24 (Holy poop! Guess I need to pick this up on my way to the 30 show!).

The Beach is closed for the season. I'm totally bummed about that. I'm even more bummed that it's this freaking cold already. *sigh* I want a winter home somewhere where it's HOT!

Hmm.... I dunno. I guess that's it. I've forgotten everything I wanted to talk about. LOL

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Help a sista help one of her fave bands [10 Aug 2006|02:29am]
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I'm NOT dead! [24 Jul 2006|01:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I just discovered MySpace. And it ate my soul. Save me!!!!!!!!!

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Funniest Thing Ever... [04 May 2006|11:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

"posted by: PETERputyourPANtson"

I cried I laughed so hard. At least the kid has a sense of humor and doesn't take himself too seriously. :)

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...such a basket case, hide the cutlery... [03 Apr 2006|01:08pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

It's 12:23 pm on Monday and I feel like I'm going to puke. I know that you wanted to know that. Don't ask why, I can't say.

I haven't slept for the last two nights. I lie awake for hours with so many thoughts running through my head that I want to scream at the top of my lungs to drown out the noise.

My dog doesn't help matters any. She has doggy tourettes, I swear. Random barking all through the night. It's getting very very fucking old.

I can't wait for little Shannyn to come in for a visit. It will be good having the four of us back together again and invading the HWA, if only for one night.

Tornadoes rip across the Midwest overnight. Something like 30 people dead. It just makes me scared that hurricane season isn't too far away. The people along the Gulf coast are still trying to pick up the pieces of their lives, and are bound to be slammed again. What the fuck is wrong with the weather? Have any of you seen the movie The Day After Tomorrow? One of the scariest movies I've ever seen - because I see it happening sooner rather than later. Think about it.

This isn't something I do often (talk politics)... but I feel the need to vent about it. Has anyone else noticed that more and more of our freedoms are becoming less and less free? I read a story the other day about some guy who got a ticket and had to appear in court because he flipped someone off. Gave them the middle fucking finger and he got a ticket for it. Isn't that part of our freedom of speech? There was no violence behind the act. He wasn't threatening anyone. Just flipped the bird. I'm sorry but that's just ridiculous. ..........There's so much more that I wanted to add to this paragraph, but of course as I sit down to write it - it leaves my head. Go figure.

So I saw the movie In Her Shoes on Friday... I highly recommend it to all my chick friends. The dudes wouldn't enjoy it, unless they have a major thing for Cameron Diaz.

I saw someone for the first time in 2/3 years last week. Everytime this person walks into my life after a long absence I find myself confused and questioning everything. It's not really their fault. It's pretty much me being the messed up crazy ass bitch that I am. Part of me wants to tell this person to go away forever, though I know that it isn't possible. We're somehow destined to be involved in each others lives forever. The other part of me wants to hold on as tight as I can and never let them go. I guess it would be nice to know what they were thinking. We're having lunch tomorrow - maybe they'll tell me then. *wink*

Speaking of tomorrow - I have a meeting with Tasha, Rhonda and the other peeps involved with Reality4Diabetes (www.reality4diabetes.com). The next event is coming up at the end of the month and I guess we're planning things in advance? I'm not really sure what's going on.... Guess I'll find out then. But I'm totally excited to see Coby again - though, I fear he'll probably beat me with a stick when I confess that my situation is no different than it was the last time he saw me. Bummer. I hate disappointing people - but it's all I ever do.

Alright.... I gotta get my butt busy doing some chores and stuff. I figured I'd update this thing since I hadn't done it in a while...

Peace, love and licorice,


PS. I hate that you have to have a subject line. Whose genius idea was that anyway? And..... Hey Chris is a douche. I'm disappointed in Mikey for being involved in any of his childish nonsense.

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[02 Mar 2006|12:03am]
[ mood | amused ]

Nifty little survey thing about 21 friends. Behind cut cause I'm really long-winded.Collapse )

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A letter to my mother [01 Mar 2006|03:08pm]
[ mood | grossed out!!! ]

"We regret to inform you - that your daughter is dead. She died of a massive heart attack, combined with a coronary and also a stroke.

So here's a story that should make your day a little brighter as you can attest to her fear and therefore can imagine the scene I'm about to describe for you.

Shawna was sitting at the computer desk, scanning pictures, wearing only shorts and a t-shirt. It's not quite as warm today as it has been the rest of the week, so she was a little chilly. She wrapped her wonderfully fluffy red robe over her and tucked in the arms behind her. She's blissfully unaware of the dangers of wearing this robe at this exact moment. She continues to scan pictures and make disgusting kissy faces at her lovable dachshund, when she sticks her hands in her pockets. There's a foreign object in one of them, so she pulls it out to investigate what she could have possibly left in the pocket of her robe - that she regretfully seldom wears. The object was black - and big. All the sudden she lets out a glass shattering shriek and throws down the hideous spider. Goosebumps appear all over her exposed flesh and she's shaking uncontrollably as the little - in her mind, it was the size of Texas - intruder crawls across the chair mat. She quickly stomps on it with her slippered feet - Thank God, she thought to put those on only moments before the tragic incident. She's still shrieking and trembling and her heart is pounding so hard and fast. Her Tinker Belle has started to go crazy as her master is flailing around and shrieking like a lobster thrown in a boiling pot of water.

That was sadly the end of you daughter. She keeled over and is no more.

Fucking spiders.

:) Hope that brightens your dismal day. It's a true story, btw. Except for the dying part - though I thought I just might."

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I think I broke some sort of record.... [01 Mar 2006|12:28am]
[ mood | tired ]

Longest set of surveys EVER. Cut for your protectionCollapse )

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[ mood | ecstatic ]


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I'm so happy for Drew and Cheryl! Hometown boy does it again. *does the cabbage patch* Go Drew! Go Drew! Go Drew! And the fact that Nick was there EVERY week in the audience supporting his brother.... *sigh* I love the Lachey boys.

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This is soooo me. LOL [21 Feb 2006|12:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Shawna will have to write:

I will stop muttering death threats under my breath

'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention.... [15 Feb 2006|11:53am]
[ mood | bored ]

Well, it's Wednesday. I'm just hanging around my house doing a bunch of nothing. Why? Because I still have a toothache and because it took me nearly beating the people at the dentist's office to death with a wet otter to get an antibiotic, I now have a cold as well. WOOHOO. I'm actually thinking this should be pretty interesting tomorrow when I go to get my tooth pulled. How on Earth is she going to do this with me coughing and sneezing in her face? LMAO Hmmmm....

I'm exploring LJ like I've never explored before... Playing with all the new features I have thanks to septembermel0dy. :) I'm anxious to get my own mood theme up there, but I haven't come across one that I'm really excited about yet.... Maybe I'll make my own.

I'm so freaking bored. I've left the house ONCE in the last week. And that was for like two minutes to take my dog outside...and it was a huge mistake because the next day I woke up dying with a cold. I can't wait until I can do normal things again. Like eat taco salad. Or a french fry. Or drink a glass of milk. Or sleep without something shoved in my face to keep me from biting down. Or sleep at all.

Oh... So I learned that one of my cousins is pregnant for the first time. I was shocked yet at the same time, not so much. I think it was a shock because I didn't think she ever really wanted kids... I wasn't all that shocked because apparently this guy is like a baby making machine or something...and has a tendency to not be involved in his kids lives until they're nearly teenagers. *shrugs* But as long as she's happy, good for her. Her biological clock is ticking.... LMAO

And the mildly unimportant family rumor is that another cousin of mine is seriously considering marriage to a guy she's been living with for nearly a year. Hmm. I could go into a long rant about this. But I won't. She knows how I feel. As long as she's happy, good for her. But I will say that she should probably just not bother to call me to hang out or anything if that were to happen...........not that she does now.

Ah, my family. Gotta love them.

So I was a fan of Panic! At The Disco before... but I must say that everytime I listen to their CD, I get even more 'cited bout them. They freaking rule. These young kids have more talent in their pinkies than I do in my entire body. And that's a big body. So that's saying something. :D

Anyway, I'm babbling now and I don't really have anything to say... Just boredom. Goodbye. LOL

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*sigh* [10 Feb 2006|04:11pm]
[ mood | in pain and a little hungry ]

So, I got my appointment for the dentist yesterday. It was up in Wilmington, but it was cheap! So I go in and they're like yeah you have an infection we can either do a root canal or an extraction. I told them I didn't want a root canal... So then the actual dentist is like well we can't do it today. I'm thinking okay, just give me something to make it stop fucking hurting.... They didn't give me a prescription for an antibiotic because it wasn't swollen. No problem. They shove this gargantuous thing in my mouth to take an xray and tell me to bite down... Didn't I just tell you it hurt to bite down? Yeah. I did.

So I get a new appt to come back for the following Thursday...one whole week. It was time to take an Advil and I only have one, so I pop it in my mouth, wait til we get out to the car and burst into tears because it hurts so bad. I was pretty much crying all night. I'm such a weenie when it comes to head pain...but seriously this really fucking hurts.

So today, I wake up after a restless night of broken sleep. I call to see if they can get me an earlier appointment because that's what I was told to do... Nothing. Okay, I'll pop some advil, put some anbesol on it, maybe drink a shot of whiskey. Nothing is helping. The pain is refusing to subside since I went there yesterday.... Not too mention.... NOW MY FACE IS SWOLLEN! WTF?!?! I feel like someone repeatedly punched me in my jaw, it's so freaking tight. I've barely had anything to eat over the last three days, not that that is a major problem. I'm sure I won't wither away to nothing over the next few...decades. But apparently it's not good to not eat anything when you're taking advil?! according to my mom. Well, that would be wonderful if I could swallow. However, I can't.

Anyway......So I have to wait another week to get it pulled. And I'm scared when I go back that they'll tell me that they can't pull it now because it's swollen. *sigh* I just want the motherfucker out of my head and the whole stupid deal done with.

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somebody kill me please [08 Feb 2006|01:16am]
another toothache. i want to die.
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Monday you can fall apart.... [06 Feb 2006|02:11pm]
[ mood | annoyed cause nothin is workin ]

I bet only one person knows where ^^those^^ lyrics are from.

So... It's Monday. A really sunny Monday from what I can tell, which should be encouraging....but it's not. I have no motivation. LOL I hate that. And I'm soooo completely bored. So bored, in fact, that I'm watching Rolie Polie Olie.

Straight away I gotta get some classic lines from some television shows in....

When asked to choose between Orlando Bloom and Jude Law, Neal says, "I'd spend more time in Orlando than Mickey Mouse." - Twins

Now a couple from One Tree Hill...

Dan: Son, I've got great news.
Nathan: I'm adopted?!


Brooke: So you're gonna have to try harder next time you practice bitchcraft.

HAAA! Okay, that's all I have in that area. :D

How about some + / - stuff? Too bad, I'm doin it anyway....

+ John Cusack
- Days Of Our Lives
+ Chocolate flavored Cool Whip on strawberries
- Chocolate flavored Cool Whip on anything else
+ Last weeks episode of One Tree Hill
+ The Cure's "Wish" album... ha. album.
+ Lisa Marie Presley
- People mentioning their religion every five seconds. Chances are I heard you the first time you said it.
- The new Carly on General Hospital. Bring back Tamara Braun!!!
+ Homemade quesadillas.
- My mom bitching about EVERYTHING.
- Being annoyed with my Grandma so much lately. We spend waaaaay too much time together.
+ My sister.
- My sister living 5 hours away.
- Not being able to see Chesney and Jordan anymore.
+ Discovering "new" music.
- Have I mentioned doing laundry before? LOL
- PSP7 (I think) making all of my graphics blurry now, when it didn't used to.
+ Jeremy Piven's voice. rawr
+ Finally getting my DVD recorder hooked up and having it WORK! Now I can tape all the shows that I've saved on my DVR.
+ Gerard's retarded laugh.
+ Mikey and Alicia getting engaged.....even though he was my Milky Way first. *pout* LOL
- Mikey and Alicia getting engaged.....he was supposed to marry Pete Wentz.

Speaking of the beautiful Alicia.... Her myspace profile keeps killing my internet explorer! She's got some kind of falling dinosaurs or some shit on their and it's killing me. AAAAAANNNNDDDDD.... princessxteex maybe you can answer this one. Someone left a comment on her myspace that said "I heard about Gerard. I wanted to know if you could wish him all the best?" What happened? Did he have some sorta accident or something?

I think I need to get back to my religion. I've let it go for far too long. And the last time I was reading up on it was the last time I felt...comfortable. I've never gone 100% all the way with every aspect of it, but just reading and studying it makes me feel better. You won't hear me talk about it much on here because I'm not one to discuss my religious beliefs. It's not because I'm ashamed or afraid of what others will think....though you're always bound to get comments from some ignorant ass. It's because I fully believe that it's something that is very private and very personal. It's between you and your higher power, whatever that may be, as long as you believe in SOMETHING.

I guess that's it for now.... I'll be back in another few weeks. LMAO

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[24 Jan 2006|02:24pm]
[ mood | busy ]

First I have to say that possibly one of the dumbest songs ever written is Bicycle Race by Queen. Seriously. I want to ride my bicycle. I want to ride my bike. I want to ride it where I like. See? Stupid.

Anyway... I've seen a few movies recently...

King Kong - Now, I have to say that I've never really been interested in the story of King Kong. Just not my thing. But two of my younger cousins wanted to go and it's a Peter Jackson film - so I took them. Well, I can safely say that I'm STILL not interested in the actual story. However, Peter Jackson is still a genius. The kids were bored about half way through, though. And I would probably never sit through it's 3 hours again.

Hostel - At first I was very scared of this movie because Quentin Tarantino's name is attached to it...but it's also directed by Eli Roth, whom directed Cabin Fever - which I love. So I thought, why not. Well, it was okay. Not great, not terrible. It was looooots of titties, asses, blood and vomitting. Nothing even remotely scary about it.

Wolf Creek - This isn't in theaters around here anymore, I don't believe. I love how the first week horror movies start out with a really strong audience...and then people actually see the movie and go back and tell their friends what they though and then it's out of theaters in a matter of like three weeks. Anyway, this is one of those movies. It's from Australia and that was about the highlight of it. The accents. :) And the lead guy was kinda cute. This movie was less scary than Hostel and that's saying something. I guess it's alright if you get bored, when it comes out on video, check it out. *shrugs*

So.... there was some drama this past weekend with some cousins of mine and myself. People saying they're gonna do something and backing out AGAIN. Anyway, they ended up modifying plans and we hung out. So one of the first things that's said when I get in the car is....

Tara: So, Sabrina, tell Shawna about your date.

Sabrina: I've got a date Sunday after Church.

Tara: And who's the guy?

Sabrina: Some guy I met on the internet.

Me: O_O Have you met before? Are you taking someone with you?

Sabrina: No, I've never met him before. And no I'm not taking anyone with me.
Tara: Do you know his last name?

Sabrina: No.

Me: O_O Are you kidding me?

Yeah....so my tiny little 20 year old cousin (when I say tiny, I mean like tiny...she's a little bitty bit of nothing.) is going on this date with this guy whom she met off the internet and couldn't even be bothered to find out his last name. Brilliant, yes? That was Sunday. You know......... I haven't heard from her since then. Maybe I should call her.

Hmmm... what else.

Oh yes.... I started talking to an old friend of mine again. I've known him for just about ten years. We lose contact for like 2 or 3 years, sometimes longer, at a time but we always find each other again. It's the weirdest damn thing. The only problem I have is that he's TERRIBLE at communication. And I'm not talking just about all the sappy feeling crap.... I mean in general. I don't know if my conversation isn't stimulating enough for him or what. LOL So we dated on and off for a while... and it just never seemed to work. He's always lived in a different city, though he's always wanted to live in Cincinnati. And when this all started, I was pretty young and just not mentally capable of anything serious. That made me sound like I'm a tard, didn't it? LMAO Anyway, I know I've changed.... Though, I'm still so far from being ready for anything...other parts of my life are way too fucked up to even consider being in a relationship. But the way things keep happening, it just makes me wonder if there isn't something cosmic going on between he and I.

Who knows. Time will tell.....

I've spent so much time alone lately that I've had a lot of time to think and reflect and be lost in nostalgia. On several different occasions over the last two weeks, I've been on a walk around my "block". I'll get a smell or the air will blow on my face or something just right and I'll get pulled back into an earlier time - a time when I was happy. On at least two different occasions, this has happened and I've actually had to stop walking, and I double over, because the feeling is so overwhelming. I miss my past. I sometimes wish the person that I am now (the one that has the most confidence she's ever had) could go back in time and live it all again, further changing the person I am today and the path that my life has taken. Maybe I wouldn't be such a disappointment to myself, my mother and my grandmother then.

Anyway, enough seriousness... Have you seen any episodes of Family Guy lately? I freaking love that show. Family Guy and Two And A Half Men are the two FUNNIEST shows on television. If you haven't seen either.... WHY NOT???? LOL

Well, I'm off to fall into a pile of laundry never to be seen again.......

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*giggles at the assault on your friends list* [05 Jan 2006|07:57pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

(X) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(X) The Mexican
(X) Fight Club
(X) Starsky and Hutch
(X) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(X) Airplane
Section 1: 8/10

(X) The Princess Bride
(X) Young Frankenstien
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(X) Saw
(X) White Noise
(X) White Oleander
(X) Anger Management
(X) 50 First Dates
(X) Jason X
Section 2: 7/10

(X) Scream
(X) Scream 2
(X) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
(X) American Wedding
(X) Harry Potter
Section 3: 10/10

(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
(X) Resident Evil I
(X)Resident Evil 2
(X) The Wedding Singer
(X) Little Black Book
(X) The Village
(X) Donnie Darko
(X) Lilo & Stitch
Section 4: 8/10

(X) Finding Nemo
(X) Finding Neverland
(X) 13 Ghosts
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch
(X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
(X) Thirteen Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
Section 5: 9/10

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(X) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(X) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
Section 6: 7/10

(X) A Cinderella Story
(X) the Terminal
(X) the Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Halloween
(X) The Ring
Section 7: 8/10

(X) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar go to White Castle
(X) Practical magic
( ) Chicago
(X) Ghost Ship
(X) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(X) Secret Window
(X) I Am Sam
(X) The Whole Nine Yards
Section 8: 6/10

(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Child's Play
(X) Bride of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Just Married
(X) Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
(X) Bad Boys
Section 9: 7/10

(X) Bad Boys 2
(X) Joy Ride
(X) Se7en
(X) Oceans Eleven
(X) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Identity
(X) Lone Star
(X) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
Section 10: 4/10

(X) Independence Day
(X) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(X) Darkness Falls
(X) Christine
(X) ET
(X) Children of the Corn
(X) My Boss' daughter
(X) Maid in manhattan
(X) Frailty
Section 11: 6/10

( ) Best Bet
(X) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(X) She's All That
( ) Calendar girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
(X) Event Horizon
(X) Ever After
(X) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
Section 12: 5/10

(X) X-Men
(X) X-2
(X) Jeepers Creepers
(X) Jeepers Creepers 2
(X) Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Others
(X) Freaky Friday
(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) The Hot Chick
Section 13: 7/10

(X) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
(X) The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(X) Walk to Remember
(X) Boogeyman
Section 14: 10/10

(X) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
(X) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(X) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(X) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(X) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
Section 15: 9/10

(X) Air Force One
(X) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
(X) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
( ) Sound of Music
(X) Parent Trap 1 (Hayley Mills)
(X) Parent Trap 2 (Lindsay Lohan)
(X) The Burbs
(X) The Terminator
Section 16: 9/10

( ) Empire Records
(X) SLC Punk
(X) Meet Joe Black
(X) Nightmare Before Christmas
(X) The Silence of the Lambs
(X) Sleepy Hollow
( ) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
(X) The Virgin Suicides
Section 17: 8/10

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2005 my year in review - survey style [02 Jan 2006|12:41am]
[ mood | bored ]

2005 In The Beginning......
Where did you ring in the New Year? my aunt Carolyn & Uncle Bob’s house
Who were you with? Aunt Carolyn, Uncle Bob, Aunt Debbie, Uncle Geoff and Grandma
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? No
Did you make any resolutions? no

2005 Your Love Life....
Single/Taken? single
How many relationships did you have? 0
How many break ups? 0

2005 Friends and Enemies......
Did you meet any new friends this year? yeah
Did any of your friendships end? no
Did you dislike anyone? My idiotic neighbors
Did you get into any fights? probably
Did you make any new enemies? Who knows.
Did you resolve any fights? nope
Who was your closest friend? Shannyn…even a million miles away she was always there when I needed her… and Kelly

Did you have a Valentine? That shit’s bogus….says the bitter and jaded almost 30 year old girl
Did the Easter bunny visit you? no
Did watch fireworks on the 4th of July? I don’t even remember what I was doing that day…but it seems like I was somewhere I didn’t get to see any. Cause usually I watch the fireworks from King’s Island
Did you dress up for Halloween? Partially…and then found out my cousin backed out on me AGAIN…so I got undressed up.
What did you do for Thanksgiving? Usual family get together at my Aunt Patti’s
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays? Yes….because they were movies and cds
Did you receive what you wanted? For the most part…. But I’m very greatful for what I received
Were you good this holiday season? I guess. It’s hard to be “bad” when you keep to yourself.

2005 Your BIRTHDAY!!!
How old did you turn? 27
Did you have a cake? nope
What did you do for your birthday? Since it’s the day before the Fourth of July and I don’t remember THAT…. I have no clue. Nothing special.
Did you get any presents? Always from my Grandma

2005......The Memories and Accomplishments!
Funniest Memory?? I hang out with my grandma the most…and whenever she’s around there’s usually something funny going on. Cause that lady is crazy. :D
Saddest Memory? My great uncle dying December 25th
Best Accomplishment? Completing a project that I started

Favorite TV shows? Lost, One Tree Hill, NCIS….look at my list on my profile. LOL
Favorite songs? Freebird – Lynyrd Skynyrd and Note To Self – From First To Last
Favorite food? tacos
Favorite brands? whatever
Favorite restaurants? Lone Star Steakhouse
Favorite piece of clothing? Prolly my nightclubs.com long sleeved shirt

2005.....All about YOU....
Did you change at all this year? of course. If you’re not constantly changing, life gets stagnant and boring
Was 2005 a good year? it could have been better
Did 2005 bring any new insights? probably
Do you think 2006 will top 2005? God, I hope so
Do you have any goals for 2006? Get my business off the ground and… “never take friendship personal”
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end? No. I’ve had better years…and hopefully 2006 can be one of them.
Did you plan to do anything special for NYE 2006? Hang out with my aunts, uncles, cousins and g’ma again
Who will you be kissing at Midnight? nobody
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +


(x) stayed single
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed by someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken ……repeatedly
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) had a good relationship with someone great, perfect, wonderful, outstanding, can't even be described by words relationship]
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex(CHEEK count)
( ) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love forever
(xxxx) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe


( ) got a job
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
( ) met one teacher you really like
( ) met one or more teachers you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut classes
( ) skipped school never
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(xxxx) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget


( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you ALMOST peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
(x) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost someone important to you
(x) got a gift you adored
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
(x) someone close to you died
(x) reunited with a friend
(x) realized your truest friends
( ) told a secret that would ruin your life if revealed
( ) threw a wild party
( ) went to a wild party
(x) drank alchohol
( ) drank alchohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s)
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(x) saw your favorite band/artist live
( ) saw someone famous in person
( ) did something you want to tell everyone
( ) Enjoyed this year overall

1. Grab the book/magazine nearest to you, turn to page 18,
and find line 4. Write down what it says: “Miaow…miaow,” it screams. – a children’s book titled “Scare Yourself To Sleep”

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. my front door

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Extreme Makeover: Home Edition

4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 12:30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 12:24

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? IFC on my tv

7. When did you last step outside? Eeeearly this morning when I got home

8. Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? Neopets.com

8. What are you wearing? Pajama top with frogs and red sleep shorts

9. Did you dream last night? Don’t you dream every night? It’s just a matter of whether you can remember what you dreamt or not. And I do not remember.

10. When did you last laugh? When I was watching America’s Funniest Home Videos

11. What is on the walls of the room you are in? a bunch of baseball memorabilia

12. Seen anything weird lately? I watched The Grudge earlier.

13. What do you think of this quiz? *shrugs* it’s passing time.

14. What is the last film you saw? The Amityville Horror

15. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? A real house, not this piece of poop cardboard box we live in…. and I’d probably have a shopping spree at Best Buy

16. Tell me something about you that I don't know: 99% of the time, my fears control me

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Put an end to ALL prejudice. It’s just ridiculous that it’s now the year 2006 and there’s so much hatred still amongst different races and cultures. We all breathe and bleed the same and we all have to share the same Earth.

18. Do you like to dance? When no one is watching

19. George Bush: idiot

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? I dunno. I change my mind all the time. Though it doesn’t matter cause I’m like 98% sure I’m never having children.

21. Imagine your first child is a boy,what do you call him? Slade

22. Would you ever consider living abroad? Absolutely.

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[28 Dec 2005|03:26am]
[ mood | tired ]

3:26 AM and tired as hell. I have to be up by 10 to get showered and dressed for the visitation followed by the funeral.

Yes, my great uncle passed away -- on Christmas Eve. I had a feeling he would.

I'll probably spend most of the day tomorrow in tears, due to witnessing family crying. But I'm not sad. Uncle Herbie is with my Grandpa now...and they're fishing their little hearts out. :D

Sis, if you see this, give me a call sometime tomorrow evening. Please.

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*sigh* [23 Dec 2005|11:33am]
[ mood | sad ]

You know last year was pretty good. I was starting to think that things were turning around for the holidays. I was happy for the first time at Christmas and I hadn't been in quite a while. I just dread the season and get depressed.

Well...this year it's back to being suck ass.

We got news that my great uncle is dying. Now I realize that the man is 90 years old and this will be sooooo much better for him and his immediate family. He's been steadily going down hill over the last few years and he's just been NASTY to his wife and daughters. But it doesn't help the fact that he's going at THIS TIME OF YEAR. There won't be a Christmas that passes from now on that they won't be reminded of him dying on Christmas.

With our family, this is a pattern. Every person that we've lost in our family has been near the holidays. Hence one of the reasons why I despise this season.

Anyway, now that I've depressed a few of you... I'm sorry. I hope you all have a wonderful, happy, Merry Christmas. Enjoy your holiday and cherish every second you have with your families. And please keep mine in your prayers.

Thanks! I love you all.

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[12 Dec 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | itchy ]

Your 2005 Song Is

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"

In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.
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[12 Dec 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

First, I gotta say a very Happy very belated Birthday to Becky aka septembermel0dy. No, I didn't forget your birthday. No, I wasn't ignoring it. Life just happened. And I realized I don't have your phone number. So... I'm sorry. But I hope you had a wonderful fantabulous day. :D Love ya!

Second...My girl, Stephenie, took 2nd place on Survivor last night. I'm totally stoked that she got that far in the game after having a black cloud hanging over her head for the past two seasons. LOL I wish she would have won, but I'll take 2nd. I'm hoping Coby can convince her to come in to the next R4D event next spring. *crosses fingers*

Third and finally.... I'M GOING TO CHICAGO! I'M GOING TO CHICAGO! I GET TO SPEND A WHOLE WEEK WITH MY SISTER! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO! Okay, so I'm not going until March, but still. It's freaking amazing how damn close Chicago is and yet I couldn't make it there to visit her. So pathetic. But I'll be fixing that soon. And we're gonna have a blast-o-rama. Or we will if I stop saying things like blast-o-rama anyway. :D HAA!

That is all... must continue "making" the family's Christmas presents... UGH! *shoots herself*

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stole it from dominotheory [08 Dec 2005|10:13pm]
[ mood | bummed ]

[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly, even sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I’ve had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

[ ] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honour Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I’ve stolen something from my job.
[x] I’ve been fired.
[x] I’ve skipped school.

[ ] I’ve slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I’ve had my pants rip in public

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve been an abuse victim.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ]I’ve been Skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[ ] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I’ve had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’m in love.
[x] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I’ve accidentally flashed someone.
[ ] I’ve purposefully flashed someone.
[x] I’ve slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex.
[x] I’ve slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex.
[x] I’ve bitten someone.
[ ] I’ve been bitten.
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I’ve kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve kissed a member of the same sex on the lips.
[ ] I’ve made out with a member of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had sex/fooled around with a member of the same sex.
[x] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[ ] I’ve slept with a co-worker.
[ ] I’ve made out in an elevator.
[ ] I’ve had sex in a car.
[ ] I’ve had sex in public.
[ ]I’ve had sex in the shower.
[ ] I’ve had sex in a sibling’s bed.
[ ] I’ve had sex in a parent’s bed.

[x] I am a terrible liar.
[ ]I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x]I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[ ] I’ve shoplifted.

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I’ve passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I smoke
[ ] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’m a stoner.
[ ] I’ve snorted cocaine.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms.
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs. (define "hard?")
[ ] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

Depression and Self-harm

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.(I have been)
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[ ] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
[x] I’ve cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I’ve seen a therapist.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don’t like people.
[ ] I’m a feminist.
[ ] I’m very outgoing.
[x] I listen to political music.
[x] I’m Democratic.
[ ] I’m Republican.
[ ] I’m liberal.
[x] I don’t like Bush because he is dumb.
[x] I don’t like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I’m religious.
[ ] I’m against homosexual marriage.
[ ] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you’ve got it, flaunt it."
[x] I’m pro-choice.

[ ] I can sing well. (well, used to...)
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I’m a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I like being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still gotten an A in a certain class.
[xxxxxx] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[xxxxxx] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest (to the best of my knowledge –sp)

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[07 Dec 2005|01:55pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

caireen tagged me! kinda... :D

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to. *my addition to the quizzie-- for extra credit: sing a line from each song*

1. Anberlin - The Symphony of Blase - "Could the winter calm come twice? Because your heart seems so cold tonight."

2. From First To Last - Note To Self - "I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, when everything smelled so insincere."

3. Simple Plan - Untitled - "The night goes on as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream."

4. Showbread - Dead By Dawn - "All hope has withdrawn. So here I lay, because either way I know we'll all be dead by dawn."

5. Reggie & The Full Effect - Getting By With It's - "And it's always for the satisfaction and we do it just to get a reaction."

6. The Academy Is... - Check Marks - "get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes. hope I don't make a sound, you hope that nobody knows..."

7. Fall Out Boy - 7 Minutes In Heaven (Atavan Halen)- "The only thing worse than not knowing, is you thinking that I don't know. I'm having another episode. I need a stronger dose."

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Journal layout [03 Dec 2005|03:56am]
[ mood | cold as a motherfucker ]

Hey, yo!

I put up a new background for my journal. heh

Funny story about the last one (MCR)... Grandma is standing over my shoulder reading what I'm reading (god, that's annoying) and she says to me... "Exactly how tall is effing tall?" Nice, Grandma. Nice. LMFAO

Anyway...check it out. And check the band out, too. Google rules.

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Kevin Lyman and Showbread [01 Dec 2005|12:44pm]
Okay, so I'm probably really behind with this... I don't stay up on news much. But I was searching for something today and I just saw this on MTV.com....

"Fans would never see some of these bands on Warped because they want too much money and we would have to raise ticket prices," he said. "It never gets old to have fans e-mailing me with suggestions ... the only thing I don't like is when bands get their fan clubs to keep e-mailing me the same name over and over again. This year a band called Showbread is taking it way too far."

Fans (and anyone not in Showbread) can look forward to another round of Warped lineup announcements sometime around Thanksgiving, and soon after that Lyman and Co. will have the routing all mapped out too.

Yeah, so I'm still going O_O. I apparently missed out on something Showbread was doing. And I'm still not sure if I should be pissed or amused.

Anyway, I just thought if you hadn't seen that you might be interested.
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Some random stuff.... [01 Dec 2005|01:44am]
[ mood | pukeariffic ]

Nothing going on here... But I'm watching Entertainment Tonight and I just feel the need to comment on some things.

1) Nick and Jessica. I don't care what anyone says... They split because her dad is a psycho controlling freak. It's unnatural how much he's involved in all of their lives. Perhaps he should get a hobby. I suggest fishing.

2) Nicole Kidman and Keith Urban. Apparently, they are engaged. Gag me with a fucking fork. I don't know why she bugs me, but she does. No, it's not jealousy.

3) Tom Cruise. I also don't care what anyone says about him. You may think he's a total freakazoid. He may be crazy. But I love the dude. I've loved the dude since I was like eight years old. He knows how to have fun and he doesn't take himself to seriously. :) Besides, we have the same birthday.

4) I have a new love.... You can see him hereCollapse )

God, he has beautiful eyes. :D

Anyway.... That is all for now. I feel like I'm gonna puke. Ick. I'm going to bed.

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I found my notebook.... [20 Nov 2005|11:59pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Yeah, I found my notebook... So here's the entry I mentioned before. But first I have to mention Harry Potter and the Goblet Of Fire. Awesome movie. Fred and George were freaking hilarious. And of course so was my adopted son, Ron. That kid just gets cuter all the time. While I did in fact love the movie, it felt a bit rushed and they left some things out that I really wish they would have included. But I won't say anymore because Shannyn won't be able to see it for a while. :(

My mom's birthday is Thursday. :) She'll be 48. Whoa.

Anyway... onto the "list"...

+ Mikey Way + Peter Wentz = OTP = True Love 4Ever
+ really good fan fic
- really bad fan fic (like OMG! Gee & I got married and had babies!)
+ hot chocolate w/French Vanilla Cool Whip
+ Renaissace Faires
+ cheesy horror flicks
- cheesy romance flicks
+ tight, squeezing hugs
- humidity
+ your first taste of a soda after not having one for weeks
+ smoothies
+ Tinker Belle... and Tinkerbell
- allergies & asthma (sucks to your as-mar)
- doing laundry, esp. putting clean clothes away
+ being as important to someone else as they are to you
- feeling unloved and completely alone
+ pasta, potatoes, & rice
- seafood
+ rainbows
+ the smell of rain
+ comfortable clothes
- dust
- toothaches
+ fruit
+ halloween
- christmas
- valentine's day
- censorship
+ being scared silly & laughing about it later
- being compared to my father
- being just like my mother
- being too hot or too cold
+ letting yourself go and fucking rocking out at your favorite band's concert
+ the sound of thunder
- rude people with loud bass
- prejudice. of any kind.
+ love, understanding and tolerance
+ an honest laugh that comes from deep down
+ the giggles with your friends... the kind where everytime you look at each other you bust out again
+ after a good, cleansing cry
- witnessing some else cry
- after effects of White Castle
+ the smell of my clean laundry
+ beautiful boys in makeup
+ song lyrics that you're positive were written for you/about you
+ pictures that remind you of things you've forgotten
- the sun going down at 5:30 pm
- being angry with my dog because she tore up the house while we were gone
+ my dog and her cute little legs
+ my grandparents
+ the sims 2
- dawson's creek being off the air
- someone coming along and taking your place
- wanting so desperately to get your point across and not having the words or the courage to do it

So many more, but I'm so tired and my brain is failing to function. I'm depressed and thinking too much and I need to just go to sleep. :)

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no real point. [11 Nov 2005|03:03pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I have an interesting update for later.... if I can find my notebook. But this entry is gonna be a complete waste of your time. Just me whining.

With the exception of the one that's not even in the same country as me anymore, I'm constantly finding myself disappointed and hurt by the people that are the closest to me. Some of it's jealousy, some of it's me always keeping people at arms length just for that reason, and some of it is because I have a shitty attitude. So I know I'm at fault, too. The blame never lies 100% with any one person, so I know I have to take some responsibility too. But I'm saying all of this because I'm tired of being ditched. I'm tired of being told how important I am, but always coming in second. I'm tired of excuses.

Anyway, that is all. /end rant Some of you will probably understand, some of you won't and some of you will only think you do. Doesn't matter. It's just me using my journal to say what I feel....

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Wow. I'm a mess. LOL [01 Nov 2005|03:34pm]
[ mood | okay ]

This Is My Life, Rated
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haahaaahaaaaa [31 Oct 2005|12:32pm]
[ mood | silly ]

rainbow7378's Halloween party:

andrewkendall dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
aversion2sptmbr dressed as a safety for the Patriots.
brokengless dressed as a new superhero: Ruby Lady.
bscd54 dressed as a character from "Monty Python and the Holy Grail".
caireen dressed as a dive.
cherishrose dressed as Halle Berry riding a turkey.
chrishero dressed as the President of Ireland.
cmpunk dressed as a Medley Brothers, LLC employee.
dominotheory dressed as Nicole Richie.
faithlovendstny gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Kurt Cobain.
haileyhatred dressed as Jaime Pressly.
heyhonobodyhome dressed as a camel.
jeffsyeowgal dressed as a vampire.
jimmyjacobs dressed as the Governor of New York.
joaquinskitten dressed as a Level 6 paladin.
kendrajade dressed as a outfielder for the Orioles.
mcrjournal dressed as Franklin D. Roosevelt.
michellesbelt dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Olga.
mohawk_fever dressed as Monica Lewinsky.
mom2tcdlovesmcr gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a 1980's yuppie child.
msallegro didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
ohoneohone dressed as the love child of Geraldo Rivera and Calista Flockhart.
potterpuffs didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
princessxteex dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Elf of Blood.
roseyredcheeks didn't dress up, spoilsport.
scrmnfckthewrld dressed as a bottle of Quinomax.
septembermel0dy dressed as Abraham Lincoln.
sirguido dressed as Mr. Sulu from "Star Trek", and it suited them all too well.
xomissamyleeox dressed as Anna Nicole Smith.
xsweatpeax forgot to put on clothes!

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[26 Oct 2005|01:42am]
[ mood | crappy ]

It's nearly 2am.
I'm tired as hell.
My ass hurts.
I visited way too many fucking myspace pages tonight.
Faire is over and I'm sad as hell.
Ty shaved off his mustache and in turn took off like 10 years off his looks.
He says the hair is going next. I'll cry.
Johnny Phoenix is the shizzle. I love that dude.
Rain and cold together SUCK. One of the other. Seriously.
People make me want to vomit.
I seriously need to see a shrink.
Or at least someone who has nothing to do with my everyday life and can give me an unbiased opinion instead of what I want to hear or what they think I want to hear.
I want to write.
I want to COMPLETE something I start writing.
I want a job.
I want money.
I want to love myself.
I want to live in the ocean.
I want to be invisible.
I want honesty.
I want people to be on time.
I want what everyone else wants... I want a lifetime. (er..yeah. something like that.)

Anyway. I'm going to bed.

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High Tension [16 Oct 2005|11:44pm]
[ mood | sore ]

So the movie High Tension.... I wanted to see it in theaters, but I never did. Mostly because it was out around the time all the "scariest movies of the year" with the shitty endings were out and I figured it would be another one of those. I told myself I would rent it.

Well....I finally did.

I watched it last night. By myself. With only my grandma home for company. Now I wouldn't call it the scariest movie ever or even the scariest of the year... Wait, yes. It definitely qualifies as scariest of the year for me because I don't get scared at movies. But this one did a real number on me. No nightmares or anything like that. I wasn't looking over my shoulder when I went to the bathroom... But I was a little freaked out. I guess because it wasn't about some virtually invincible serial killer. This could happen where I live. That always fucks me up.

But there's a surprise ending for sure. It was a little goofy... BUT... as many damn horror movies as I've seen...I didn't see this one coming. That's right. I admit it. Which made it even cooler.

Anyway, if you haven't seen this movie... Go rent it. Watch it late at night with all the lights off. With a friend if you must. :D

Now...the other thing on my mind for this update.... Lance Bass.

I've always had a crush on him. He's just so goddamn adorable with that dopey smile always plastered on his face. But tonight he made an appearance on Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. This family quit their jobs, cashed in policies and retirement funds and opened up a camp for special needs children. They've neglected the home that they live in to better provide for the children that pass through their camp. So EM:HE came in and rebuilt their stuff. Lance came in, whipped out his checkbook and wrote a $50,000 (yes fifty thousand dollar) check for a girl from Russia who was inspired to open up a similar camp back home after having been to this camp (Camp Barnabas).

How fucking amazing is that? I mean I'm sure $50k is pocket change for him, but that's awesome. Anyway, Lance Bass I salute you.


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lots o' pics. sorry dial-up friends. [14 Oct 2005|11:00pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I have a terrible headache that's making me want to rip off my head. Needless to say, I'm not much in the mood to update this thing with a detailed account of what's happened lately. But I got pictures and hopefully they'll tell the story well enough. :)

First, on October 1, 2005... Tara, Sydney, Grandma, Josh and I went to the Ohio Renaissance Faire (again) to enjoy the Minstrels of Mayhem AND for sirguido's wedding. It was a beutiful ceremony... Mike was looking awesome in his costume and Sonnia's (I hope I spelled her name right) dress was gorgeous. :) For some reason, I didn't take pics during the ceremony... only at the reception at ORF and of the cake at the real reception. *idiot*

Check out some pics of that here...Collapse )

On October 2... Tara and I headed out to Dayton and the Canal Street Tavern for the Minstrels of Mayhem "adult" show. It was our favorite performance from last season and we were really excited about their performance again. Totally bummed that it's the ONLY one though. LOL They didn't disappoint. They did have a bit of trouble before they got to the venue apparently... I guess they got into a little trouble and were detained. So they had two other bands on before them.... The Ranch Hand something-or-others (I can't remember) and The Handsome Cabin Boys. Yeah. They were damn good, too. *wink*

Check out some of those pics here...Collapse )

The rest of those pics you can see here... http://photobucket.com/albums/y43/CPairan/mikes%20wedding%20-%20MoM%20Canal%20St/

Well, this past weekend was the second Reality4Diabetes events this year. Always a good time. Kinda crazy, cause it seriously lacks in organization...but whatever. I love the cause and I love most of the people. heh Let's see...what were some highlights...

***Getting my boob groped by a gay man. I <3 U, Coby.
***Being part of a "gay oreo" with two other gay men. (all 3 were really hot :D)
***Dancing with Dennis.
***Getting Kelly and Angie to come out for it.
***People that can't sing for shit...doing karaoke. (I'm only referring to one person here *cough*Renee)
***Coby making me cry.
Ah...there's too much. Just look at some of the pics.

Reality4Diabetes goodness...Collapse )

I guess that's it for those.... If you care, you can look at the rest here... http://photobucket.com/albums/y43/CPairan/October%202005/

I'm out for now...I'm gonna go...sit on my hands so I don't rip my head off. :)
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Showbread [11 Oct 2005|11:54pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

November 2, 2005

Wilmington, OH - Joe's Java House - 180 East Main

w/Forever Changed and Yesterday's Rising

Showtime: 8pm

Cost: $8

*sigh* 20 mins away. No one to go with. *super bummed*

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like sands through the hourglass...so are the days of our lives [10 Oct 2005|01:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Damn, I haven't updated this thing in forever it seems... So much has happened. sirguido's wedding, Minstrels of Mayhem at Canal Street Tavern, and this weekend filled with Reality TV star goodness. I guess I'll sit down and update a little bit later... Right now I have to do some laundry and get in the shower.... Damn, the dog needs a bath too. Ugh. :D

I'll have pics later, too. WOOHOO!

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the Lord Bless Charlie Mopps the man who invented BEER! [03 Oct 2005|02:23pm]
[ mood | dead ]

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
rainbow7378 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as zombie.
caireen gives you 16 blue tropical-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
cmpunk tricks you! You lose 11 pieces of candy!
dominotheory gives you 2 tan cola-flavoured pieces of taffy.
faithlovendstny tricks you! You lose 6 pieces of candy!
heyhonobodyhome gives you 19 light yellow passionfruit-flavoured nuggets.
joaquinskitten tricks you! You get a wet rag.
mom2tcdlovesmcr tricks you! You get a dead frog.
princessxteex tricks you! You get a dead frog.
septembermel0dy tricks you! You lose 3 pieces of candy!
sirguido tricks you! You lose 9 pieces of candy!
rainbow7378 ends up with 8 pieces of candy, a wet rag, a dead frog, and a dead frog.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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and you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat [27 Sep 2005|12:42am]
[ mood | depressed ]

bad day.
alone and lonely.
wanna die.
waste of space.
cant breathe.
cant leave.
falling down.
almost drown.
dont care.
no fight.

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Your love is sticky like honey....I got stuck [25 Sep 2005|04:28pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

You know if I'd update this thing more than once a week or..er..once a month, it would be easier to remember what all I have to say.

Friday I went to the HWA show titled "The End"... under the assumption that it was the end, though I had a feeling it was an angle. *shrugs* I haven't been to a show in almost two years... but I decided I wanted to have fun, eff everybody else, and went. Tara, Syd and I had a blast. Okay, well Tara and I did anyway...Syd wanted to leave about halfway through the show. ROFL A few surprises.... Hoss came in to announce for the show. Dillinger and Clay made an appearance. AND AND AND igottoseepepperparksinhisspiffynewtightswithpponthecrotchandspiritfingersgalore! WOOHOO Though that's no big deal cause apparently he's been back for a while. And at the end of the show, Jaxon announced that they were in fact staying right here in Cincinnati instead of moving to Texas. *rolls eyes* LOL It was a decent show, all around. The crowd SUCKED so bad, though. There was barely any enthusiasm and they have no wrestling crowd etiquette. But I hear that they are fiercely loyal, which I guess is pretty cool. There was a big after party where they didn't really kick the fans out except for the meeting and then let them back in. I got to talk to a bunch of people that I hadn't seen in a while... Joe Kopasz, Pepper Parks, Hoss, Matt Dillinger, Jaxon Breeze, Cody Hawk, AJ... and most importantly two of my good friends... Brad and Gumbo. They both seem to be doing well and that's very good news.

So thanks for encouraging me to go, dominotheory. Though, I'm still giving you a big hearty eff you. ;) And way to say goodbye, btw.

Thank you to heyhonobodyhome for hanging out and going to the show with me. I hope you had as much fun as I did.

Saturday, I went to the Ohio Renaissance Festival for the first time this season. Damn, it was hot. During the morning, it wasn't too bad...but about 1pm it got horrible. I was sweating my ass off...and not literally, unfortunately. Grandma, Sabrina, Tara, Sydney and I packed ourselves in Tara's land yacht and headed up there. As soon as we got there we watched Wenches A'Wailing and The Pirate Stunt Show which is HILARIOUS! The Minstrels didn't have a show until noon...I think. We caught three of their shows, stuffed our faces with some bread bowl soups, sweated thirteen pounds a piece off, got our faces sunburned and loved every minute of it. :) We didn't stay all day because none of us had gotten very much sleep the night before and were all pretty tired. *shrugs* Tara, Syd and I will be back next weekend for sirguido's wedding. I think Grandma may take the kids as well...we shall see.

Anyway, I started this journal entry three hours ago and I've forgotten nearly everything I was going to say. I'll have more tomorrow.... :D

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Fuck me [19 Sep 2005|04:34pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Nintendo Fusion Tour at Bogart's is sold out. No Fall Out Boy for me this year, I guess. Bummer.

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Suicide is fucking bullshit.... [18 Sep 2005|09:58pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Yo! I'm finally getting a minute to sit down and update this thing. I've got a lot of stuff to talk about, but you know me... I'll probably forget half of it before I even get around to talking about it. LOL

Thursday.... MCR and stuff. Click me if you wanna read about it.Collapse )

Saturday... Weddings... You know the drill.Collapse )

Well, if you read that last bit about the wedding...... you'd have ammunition to make fun of me for the rest of your/my life. Seriously. And I don't even care because it was so typically me that I had to share it. :D :D

And on that note, I gotta go to bed. This allergy deal or whatever it is is absolutely draining me of any energy I may have had. But I leave on a good note.... According to my cracked out scale (though I don't know how reliable it is, but it seems to stay pretty constant with me), I've dropped nearly 10 pounds in the last 4 days. I'm guessing it was that 15 mile hike to find a bathroom on Thursday. ROFL WOOOOOOO!

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AHHHHHHHH [15 Sep 2005|02:20pm]
Dude, it's almost 2:30pm and we're still at my house. LOL Go figure. I'm super freaking excited! I can't wait to get to the show and see my sis and meet Denise and Amy and hang out with Tara and just have a stupendous good time.


AND they are NOT fags, Mike. Butthead. LOL
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Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams... let it wash away my sanity. [14 Sep 2005|05:03pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

So they've moved the show tomorrow to the outside venue. Which I guess seats more people. That's the only reason I think they would do it......since it's supposed to RAIN. LOL Crap girls. It looks like we're getting wet. That could actually make for a very fun experience as long as we're not on the grass. Ew.

I'm taking an extra change of clothes anyway. Yay.

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Happy Birthday toooo yooooooooooooooou! [13 Sep 2005|02:53am]
[ mood | tired ]

I just want to give a big ol' HAPPY BIRTHDAY to mom2tcdlovesmcr!!!!

Happy 30th, girl! I hope it's an awesome one. And I can't wait to see you Thursday! WOOHOO Let's rock out with our cocks out....erm...if we had 'em. (I first heard that saying from Butch Walker. LOL If anyone would appreciate that, it would be you.)

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[12 Sep 2005|04:45pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

WOOHOO! Yet, I have an odd feeling that something is going to happen to keep me from going. *sigh* Most likely, my date will back out on me.

Perhaps I'm just being paranoid. I'm a paranoid person. I hope that's all it is. Paranoia.

Grandma and I went shopping yesterday. I needed an outfit to wear to my cousin's wedding this coming Saturday. So we headed out to Wal-Mart (woohoo for cheap clothes!). I found a really really cute brown skirt and two lacey tanks that I can wear with it. Or I have a shirt already that I can wear with it. The only thing is... Now I'm not sure what to wear to the concert. I was already having to choose between two outfits... Black pants, yellow tshirt that says "rock out with your cock out" and my black and yellow batman logo chucks. OR... A orange-yish skirt with a pink/orange/white tye-dyed tank and a black jacket with..erm...some shoes. Now I have this brown skirt with a number of shirts I could choose and some really cute black flats (that are comfortable). My problem with the first outfit is that I hate looking like everyone else...and in that outfit...I will look like everyone else there. So I guess it's really down to the other two. Any advice? I guess I could take pics if you wanna see the complete outfits.

Oh yeah... this will be a shock to anyone that knows me. I bought make-up, too. LMAO Weird.

Not much else going on. Other than the fact that I can't freaking believe my cousin that is three years younger than me is getting married. Oy. AND The Minstrels of Mayhem were in town for the Ohio Renaissance Faire this past weekend and I didn't go. Pretty bummed about that, but there are many more weekends still to go this season, so I shalln't fret. My little twin cousins are going to be five in less than a month. Weird.

So I've been reading someone's journal entries on their official site (I won't say who.), and it's like reading my own thoughts. It's quite scary. I'm determined to meet this person now. I'll never be their friend, but I want to shake the hand of the man who's lived a similar life as mine. I thought I was alone. Weird. Yet comforting in it's misery.

I guess that's it for now. I have to give the dog a bath and take a shower myself. Mom will be gone most of the night and has the day off work tomorrow. Blah. Suck. So I'm gonna do laundry tonight. Later....
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"I think I puked a little in my mouth." [06 Sep 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Alright here's my bigger update. :)

So I learned over the weekend that I'll be going to the September 15th My Chemical Romance show in Columbus. EEEEEEK! I haven't seen them in what feels like forever, but in reality is only like...uh...a year and a half? Correct me if I'm wrong on that one, princessxteex.

On one hand...this excites me immensely. On the other hand...it makes me want to projectile vomit. I hate crowds and theirs has apparently gotten enormous. I hate mosh pits and those are pretty much inevitable at their shows. I hate teeny boppers. I'm too old for that shit now. :) But if we hang out towards the back of the venue and watch the show from afar, it shouldn't be too bad. And I should probably be able to escape without a jail sentence. :D That would suck... Cause let's face it... You know what they do to guys like us in prison. *cough* Oh, that was horrible. :D

Hey, mohawk_fever, are you going to this show? If not, I think you should. LOL You too, caireen!!!!

I got sunburned yesterday. o_O It doesn't hurt anywhere but my face. And most of the redness is gone from everywhere but there. I can't believe that it had only been like 2 or 3 weeks since I had gone to the beach and I was already losing my tan. God, I hate fall and winter. Summer never seems long enough to me.

I saw a few new movies recently. The Wedding Date, Sahara, and Monster-In-Law. I had actually seen Monster-In-Law at the drive-in a while back. But damn it's funny enough to mention again. Sahara was pretty good. *shrugs* Typical action movie, I guess. Steve Zahn is always entertaining (just watch Joy Ride!). The Wedding Date... it was okay. I really like Debra Messing and I loooove love love Dermot Mulroney. But I just can't really get into the romance movies anymore. They're all the same thing with different character names.

I just watched the Making Of...MCR's The Ghost of You on MTV2. LOL Even after having already seen the video (it was on mtv.com like a few days ago! what a bunch of tards.), it still brought a tear to my eye. My little Milky Way can't die. *sniff* And can I just say that Gerard is soooo good at emotion. :)

heyhonobodyhome, her daughter and I went to the mall last weekend. We were looking for patches for her daughter's bookbag. You'd think those would be easier to find. Now Hot Topic and Spencer's had plenty of them....but...uh, they were so not appropriate for a 10 year old. :D I managed to buy two patches though. A MCR one and one that matches a t-shirt I picked up at Spencer's. t-shirt pic behind the cutCollapse ) It was between that one or one that said "Support local music. Sleep with a musician." I decided on that one. Because...we all know I'm not sleeping with anyone. Ever. :)

I wanna thank dominotheory for getting me hooked on these stupid neopets things. I play the games constantly. I spend hours on that stupid website each day. *smacks4head* Thanks, again. LOL Oh yeah...and sorry I didn't make it out to the show Friday. I told you not to expect us. I didn't hear from Tara until Saturday, though she claims she tried to call. LMAO I was only on the phone for two freaking minutes the whole night and apparently that's when she tried to get through. *shrugs*

Ah, anyway. I gotta get up and do something. Later!
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[05 Sep 2005|12:07pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Cut because it's silly nonsense quiz thingys. :DCollapse )

Bigger update later. I'm getting ready to head out the door for one of the final days at The Beach. Bummer. Summer never freaking seems long enough to me. Suck.

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